dealers and takers. those giving it out and putting it in.
strong aftertaste. strong desire for more.
burning inability to function without it.
just a little taste and you're hooked. everything else pales in comparison.
its all you can do to keep it to yourself. you have to share it.
even though you know its more costly than you dare admit to yourself.
you cant just find it anywhere. the addicts sometimes have to search.
it takes work to find. finding it is only half the battle too.
it doesn't come cheap. it costs a lot for buyer and seller alike.
it sets in fast. once you find yourself hooked theres no going back.
sure. there may be times when you relapse. when you find yourself running low.
but these folks are like any addict. theres always a little more left.
this stuff is strong. it makes the addict generous with his addiction.
if he sees someone without it he makes sure they get as much as they need.
if he sees someone with it he makes sure they join forces.
gosh. it messes with your mind.
makes you do things you would never have considered before the addiction set in.
it keeps each addict acutely aware of those who aren't addicted yet.
they make it their goal to get those folks hooked.
its too good to keep to yourself. trust me.
im not nearly as strung out on this stuff as i want to be. but im getting there.
i need it desperately.
and then i need to give it away.
its an addiction i tell you.
im an addict of mercy.
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